updateeeeee. again.

UPDATE! :D

Today marked the LAST DAY of the UTs !
Feeling extremely relieved

UT ended at 10, but had to rush back home because I have a lunch date with the family <3
Went down to King's Centre at Havelock Road for lunchhhh.
Italian cuisine at PONTINI!
The food there is really good, I bet my guts on it.

However ...
THREE ULCERS (plus slight coughs) did not aid the consumption process.
They were hurting throughout lunchhhh ;A;
I have to drink more water, I'm super heaty as of now.

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Those around me would know that I've been using the Baggu that G gave me.
I'm in the process of normalizing its usage so that I won't get unnecessary (and unwanted) flashbacks. (yes I'm weird like that, #dontjudge)

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以牙还牙。既然你把我当成透明的，我也因该把你当透明。我没有做错，我不需要害怕`看到你，也不需要躲起来。像你这种人，算了吧。还是当初的决定好。

"An eye for an eye. Since you treat me as invisible, I should do that too. I didn't do anything wrong, I have no reason to be afraid of seeing you, and I don't have to hide. Someone like you, FORGET IT. My initial decision was the best" 

I believe in karma. 

I'll be looking forward to seeing how this ends. 

Until next time, my loves <3

I'll be a loser if I do so, but if you came back, I'd let you in anyway.

Really haven't been posting much.

With exams going on, I'll prolly be spending my free time on Tumblr.
ROFL.

Love you guys, I'll be back soon.

Feeling this way.

WASSSSSUP. /ROFL/

Back to update, since I'm bored outta my mind.
Been stuck at home all day, save for buying dinner just now.
Because ... I HAVE NO LESSONS TODAY :DDDDD

Oh well.
Haven't been in too good a mood these few days.
I can feel sickness descending upon me too. -.-

Been having random lines popping up in my head due to certain thoughts on a certain topic. So much for moving on. I'm doing better though, not as depressed as I was before. :DDDDD

This is my favourite though:

「自分の心さえ分からなくなる」 I don't even know my own heart anymore...

「嫌がってもの　欲しがるもの」What I dislike, what I want...

「何もかも　見失ったそうで」I seem to be losing sight of everything

Oh well. There's nothing else for me to say and do.
I never regretted because I know I'm not normal, but neither do I want to be just someone's playtoy, to be left behind after its novelty wears out. Like I said before, it just hurts to know that you're not worth chasing (even after a bag and 2 movie treats).


Also...

I'm sick and tired of hearing people say that "there's definitely someone out there waiting and looking for someone like you".
I don't know how much more false hope I can live on.
I just have to face the fact that I am just the Plain Jane that no one wants.
Good and bad I guess, but either way we will still die alone right?

Oh well.

After Monday... 
After Monday, I'll never have to see you ever again. 

Last days, and shopping.

Today was the final lesson for Microecons.
Gonna miss this module.
Because, I like Microecons.
Call me weird, but I like it :DDDDD

Anyway, today was quite awesome.
CHANCES ARE, I'll get:

• aoi with bon:cra-z strap
• PSC 7DAYS tote (in gold, silver)
• BM iPhone 4 case in BLACK

I am dying to get A9's Ltd. Ed. tee that Hiroto posted on Twitter, but I am still considering. 

ROFL. I am a happy kid <3 <3 <3 

Many thanks to ayu-san and her friend (: 

two more days, and I'll never have to see you again.

National Day.

back back back.
Feeling diligent to blog today :D

Today was an awesome day, even though nothing major happened.

The day started early with breakfast at Macs!
Went to the one at Jurong Central Park.
Atmosphere was good, but I guess it was more crowded than usual since it was a public holiday.
Took a walk around and I was amused by my parents playing around. Lazy me was stoning around under the sun as usual.

Reached home at about 12 and spent the next 4 hours sleeping like a pig.
Woke up to dinner and it was pizza !

And as usual, after dinner, I'm hiding in my little cave I like to call 'mindless darkness' <3
It's my room actually. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Oh well.
School tomorrow.
Stuck on outfits once again.
Tempted to just bring my shorts along to change.
But then again...
AHHH WHATEVER. Shall decide tomorrow :D

Until then ~
( ^_^)/~~~
おやすみ！

Update

Okay, what's new.

My boring and mundane life hasn't been anymore interesting than it already is. 

It has, however, gotten more boring -.- 

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Anyways. UPDATE :D 

not that anyone's looking forward to it, but UPDATE :D 

Mundane life is still mundane. 

Went for a short field trip last Friday with the class to the URA Gallery.
Quite fun imo.
There was this game kinda thing where you had to place different kinds of buildings like offices and housing around in the correct proportion.
We had a few players so at first it was kinda messy. But we improved all the way!

Thankfully the URA gallery was close to Tanjong Pagar and I was home in the blink of an eye (︶ω︶)

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Weekends were as per normal.
Met parents at JP for dinner and a short walk around after my Japanese test.
I have a good feeling about it. ☆ (≧ω≦)

Sunday, on the other hand, sucked real bad.
The early morning thunderstorm made me lose my Macs breakfast.
Everything then went downhill to the whole family having a bad mood.
Oh well. It's the usual Sunday course. What's new (-＿- )ノ

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Moving on to today ...
It was our last lesson for PMS.
Definitely gonna miss Lena Chan.
She is definitely an awesome faci imo.
Just that our class is ... unresponsive, or so to speak.
SIGH, she must have had a hard time.

She treated the class to Subway cookies!
Got Oatmeal Raisin and Peanut Butter cookies <3
Even though Cassandra's faci treated their class to KFC and Pizza, I do think its the thoughts that count.
Everyone might be facilitators but they each have their own limitations and stuff right?

Bought TOTO for dad.
Beginners' luck, they say.
We shall see.
I was like, the youngest in the queue and surprisingly, they didn't check my IC!
HEHEHEHEHE.

Checked my UT2 grade for Microecons and I WAS SHOCKED.
I GOT AN A.
DAMMIT. I SWEAR I DIDN'T STUDY A SINGLE SHIT.
HOW I PASSED, I HAVE NO IDEA.
BUT I AM VERY THANKFUL FOR THE GRADE <3 <3 <3

That marked the second A for my UT2 grades. I'm happy.
But not looking forward to HRM grades though.
I'll be happy as long as I don't fail :|

Four more official school days with my GGs and we'll all be splitting up.
Of course I still hope I can be in the same class as them.
But that's up to the school.
I'm glad I could be a part of them, I really really love them.

IF ANY OF YOU ARE READING, YOU GUYS ARE THE FIRST PEOPLE TO CELEBRATE MY BDAY IN SCHOOL IN YEARS.
I LOVE YOU GUYS: SAMANTHA, AIDA, NABILAH, SITI, JULIE, UMA!

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

and there you have. an update :D 

Birthday thoughts, and you.

 4th August 2011.
I officially turn 18.
I can buy cigarettes and liquor now :D

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Here, I would like to express deep gratitude to all those who have been with me on this special day (sounds like some major speech, but yeah.)

MANY THANKS TO:

• Sochii-senpai for two birthday wishes on twitter, one in JST and one in SG time :DDD 
• Renn for the irritating birthday message at 1.15 in the morning and the wishes on MSN :DDDD
• Cassandra for the Twitter and personal wishes, plus dinner <3 
• Dionne, for waiting for me and Cass to finish dinner and the wish <3
• Samantha, Siti, Aida, Nabilah, Uma and Julie for the surprise at the lift lobby <3 <3 <3
• All my relatives and friends who sent me messages, FB posts etc. 

THANK YOU. 

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As for my parents...

Well, what can I say.

I will never expect them to give me something that I want. 

I got a box of chocs from bro, a FULL PINK SET OF HEADPHONES from mummy and a SONICGEAR clock/radio with an iPhone jack from dad. 

Dad's one was the best imo. 

Oh well. 

Still, thankyou all so much <3 <3 <3 <3

Mood-less.

updateeeeee.

Okay, not exactly an update.
Just a random post so that this blog doesn't seem too dead.

Today started out fine.
The word to note is STARTED OUT, meaning it didn't end fine.

I am feeling like shit right now.
Is this some kind of joke?
Why is my birthday one day after his?
Sad life huh.

HOWEVERRR, the Baggu bag from him, its tempting me, because it looks good with all my visual outfits

But that's not really the point, is it?


On the happier side, it means that I've been single for the past 18 years of my life (after my birthday of course)
I'm kinda proud of it, because I know that I'm not the kind of girl who will pester and pester for some guy's attention.

SIGH.
Whatever.