Friday, 24 February 2012

the two most important people in my life.

as of yesterday, I've officially ended my second year in RP with my last UT.

Time really, really does fly.
One moment we're complaining about how the semester is gonna suck so badly, the next moment we're reminiscing those times that we've spent together.

Two years in RP, and there have been alot of people who have come and gone in my life.
But the two who impacted me the most, will definitely be this two beautiful ladies.

Elise (above) and Dionne (below):






They probably have no idea, but they have left such a huge impact on my life.
To some, one semester, or even two years might not be a long period of time.
But to me, these were probably the time most well-spent in my entire schooling life.


Dionne. I've known her since the first day of the first semester of my first year  in RP. I'll admit, being new to how poly life was like, I had the tendency to go with the flow. When the class had disagreements with her, it kinda affected me slightly even though I tried my best to be neutral.
Then came the second semester of my Year 1 life, where we were posted to the same class again. This time, however, I managed to get to know her better and that was when we became close.  I got to know her better as a team mate, a friend, and now, we're so so close.

Elise. I've only known her for a semester, of which to some, isn't very long. But now, we've become so close. We started off partialling one MA lesson, and I am really glad that I have found a friend like her. She's done so so so so much for me, I wouldn't mind spending an entire lifetime paying her back.

Because they're both a year or two older than I am, I will honestly admit that I tend to turn to them to advice for all kinds of matters.
And they've really helped me alot, be it by sharing their experiences with me, or just being there and supporting me and my decisions through it all.


Without them, I wouldn't be who I am today.
Without them, I probably wouldn't have made it through this far, this happy in poly.


Words are seriously not enough to describe how much these two people mean to me.
They're the first ones I want to share my happy times with.
They're the first ones who will be there when I'm in need of a listening ear, or advice.
They're the two people that I would never ever want to lose.


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谢谢你们一直都在我的身边!  ♥
愛してる!  ♥

To Elise, Dionne:

" We might be going on our own different ways in Year 3 because I'm going for internship, and the both of you are going to TPAM. But no matter what, I don't want to lose contact with any of you. And I want you two to know that I will always, always, always be here for the both of you. I might not be mature enough to give advice on certain stufsf, but I want to at least be there as a listening ear, as someone that you can turn to whenever you need to. I love you guys kay!  ♥ "




"It's not about who's been there since the beginning, it's about who were there till the very end..." 




Monday, 20 February 2012

When you don't have high expectations, you don't have huge disappointments.

I saw this coming, and surprisingly, I don't feel affected by it.

Oh well.


If mind games are what you want, mind games are what you get.
after alot of thinking, i realized..

after 19 years, i might not be ready for a r/s after all.
As a Leo, I guess I really do love freedom, in all forms.

I'm not going to think too much about anything, and just do what I feel like doing.
I'm only going to be young once.

Sunday, 19 February 2012

" to love and win is the greatest, to love and lose is the second greatest"   -   Twitter

Saturday, 18 February 2012

If this is a second chance then I won't let go. It's better to try and to lose, rather than to not try and lose it anyway

Wednesday, 15 February 2012

update, and the little things in life.

I ARE BACK.

I know I haven't been updating. Even if I did they're just little bits that I just wanted to rant about.

And as I type... I realized that.… I have tons of stuff that I haven't blogged about YET.
ARGH.
I've yet to blog about Sundown Festival, which was LAST YEAR. Damm.



So I'll start from the most recent one in memory:


 THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.

And so the day started off with me waiting for my lady boss Elise as usual at JE. She was with Angela and bright and early in the morning, the two of them handed me a paper bag from THEFACESHOP, and it was supposedly tons of nail polishes and masks that she had and wanted to pass to me. Then when they asked me to open it in class...

IT WAS A FREAKING CHEKI/POLAROID (whichever you prefer to call it)

I was SO FREAKING STUNNED that I ran over and "strangled" Elise right there and then.
That girl is always spending SO MUCH MONEY on me. I feel so guilty dammit.
But it's okay, I have an awesome (imo) idea for her birthday present and I shall see to it that it gets to her one way or another. HEH.
It even came with a little handmade card that she stayed up just to make. /moved to tears/
I teared when I reached home and flipped through it properly.



my lady boss! lots of love for her /round of applause/


the polaroid/cheki that she bought for me, plus the card


and here she is, the one and only, most wonderful lady boss ever !







On to the next, Valentines' Day.


Spent it alone for the 18th year consecutively. But this time, I spent it alone willingly.
Because I'd rather end it quick when I don't feel anything more, rather than to drag it out and hurt the other party more.
I am still hung up over the past and it's not fair to anyone else to be hurt because of what I can't get over.

Yes, I miss the past, those days with him. And yes, I know that he won't be coming back.
But no, I am not over him. Not when I went past all those places that I used to go with him, not when all these flashbacks are coming back to me.

sigh.
Nevertheless here's a belated Valentines' Day for all !


Lastly,  meetup + catchup + shopping session with my secondary school BFF Chen Min !

I just realized we didn't have a picture together.
Really had an awesome time with her, chatting about guys (mainly) and shopping around JP !
Went shopping with her for office wear and now I am SUPER tempted to go shopping. Shall drag my mum around this weekend :D

I guess we have a similar thought process when it comes to guys.
Told her my stories and she shared hers.
Ranted everything out and truth be told, I feel much better.


I always feel better after ranting, but I'm always afraid that I'll be disturbing others, or that others are going to find me irritating >_<



Aaaaaand, I guess that's all.
Till the next time, byebye  (^ ^)/~~

Tuesday, 7 February 2012

如果两个朋友因为我而分散、那我宁可消失得无影无踪。

Saturday, 4 February 2012

I'm afraid that I'm rushing into things.
Or that my decision might just have been a wrong move.
Only time will tell, unless karma finds me first.

Wednesday, 1 February 2012

010212

I know I haven't been updating, there are still TONS of stuff that I have yet to blog about...

But yeah. I'm lazy like that.
I'll try to post them ... as soon as possible  \0\~


Anyway, its February now and I hope it will turn out to be one that is good.
Valentines' is coming up and it's probably gonna be different this year.
For good or for bad, I don't know.
But yeahhhh.











karma is gonna get back at me for this.